Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Daily Draw May 8, 2013






Daily Draw

Laiste Moon's Daughter

Moonlight both reveals and conceals. She speaks in dreams of symbolic language. Random events and patterns are falling into place. Things flow easily. Trust the Process.

In my physical environment I am flowing comfortably on the wave... The Wheel spins... We make our own Luck by working on our wholeness.

I am enjoying my abundance. The Ten of Pentacles. I love my house <3 The Queen of Cups... filled with love and ready to share.

The Eight of Pentacles shows that I am not shy to work. I have my to do list as follows:

-Wash Floors
-Finish Laundry
-Dust
-Vacuum

Not the type of work I prefer... but work that needs to be done none the less. Taking a break from the Page of Pentacles and letting that simmer a bit to take care of the house.

You could say I am still in my state of suspension in the Hanged Man... trying to figure out this new world I am in. My guides have been pressing me hard core to produce. See the Green Fairy in the background checking out the work of the student. He stands there and stares at me while I bust my ass working. I wonder what his opinion is of me?

I asked the deck and pulled the Tower. He thinks I am a lose cannon as much as everyone else... but he is pleased that I act willingly on demand. The Nine of Cups shows that there has been some wonderful rewards to the work and I have been very happy.

The Ten of Swords, Ten of Pentacles, and the Queen of Wands show that Doing is so much more rewarding than thinking and worrying... and dreaming for that matter.

The Mother Empress blesses my en devours.

The Eight of Pentacles is my craft... and although I have some masculine of scrubbing floors... I have my feminine outlet of work through the Tarot.

The Devil and the Hierophant. I work very very hard to fight the battle against ignorance.

There is no Darkness... only Ignorance ~ William Shakespeare

I am pretty focused on this as my main mission statement. I guess I am gifted this craft of reading cards for a reason... to show people that it is nothing to be afraid of. Well... only of themselves...

The King of Wands and the Ten of Wands is grounded into reality with the Four of Wands. The Chariot.

The Ten of Wands from the Mary-El Tarot looks a lot like the Chariot in imagery:

"Wheels within Wheels. The Ten of Wands is the Wheel of Fire! Creative and destructive... this is the courageous heart of the lion in the center."

This card just reinforces the Wheel of Fortunes at the bottom. I love the Judgement card from the Fey Tarot... the girl is exhausted and almost falling asleep working as the invisible faeries urge her to keep working.

The drive is killing me... but they just won't let up... no pain... no gain.

The Ace of Cups... this is what I am heading for. The Holy Grail. The entire realm of Water. Emotions. There is so much power in emotions. Feelings can be felt. Literally.

Two Five of Wands sandwich the center of the reading. To the left is the conflict. Competition. Strife. To the Right we transform this card to working together. Teamwork.

For now... I am going to lay low and clean my house. Nine of Pentacles. Burn some sage and open the windows and get the air flowing.

The Six of Swords... healing... moving on.

The Page of Swords offers me advice... Find your innocence and take a break to enjoy your blessings.

Two Seven of Pentacles comes up in the outcome. In the one card the gnome puffs his pipe as he sits on the roots of his tree. In the other card the woman returns home with her bags full of goodies.

This is awesome. I am very happy. The Chariot and the Ten of Cups. I feel so blessed. To have such an amazing career. Fun and inspiring. And then have my wonderful home and family to boot.

I did it. My life is perfect. Co-created with the Divine. Thank you for never giving up on me. You relentless illusion you.




Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Spread Work May 1, 2013


The Seven of Wands and the Six of Wands. This Six of Wands is my favorite card in the whole wide world. I feel good. Really good. I feel like I could conquer the world today. But at the same time I am battling feeling defensive and attacked. I have been surrounded by assholes my entire life. I am just waiting to find my people. I am the King of Swords. Very focused. The Ace of Swords comes up with the King of Cups. My recent grip on my emotional realm has served me well and I am in total mental control. 

And then the damn Two of Swords comes up. It just never ends... one victory won and another battle is right over the next hill. Good thing I took time out to rest and heal. Otherwise I might not be up for the challenge today. But I feel great. 

The Moon and the King of Wands. I suppose the cards are warning me not to feel as if I need to take control and make action... but to just relax into the now and allow whatever wants to emerge from my subconscious to do so. Whether it is good or bad it is coming... whether it is a challenge or a reward it never ends. And why should it? I suppose.

The Lovers card. Union. The End of Separation. It is so fun and so exciting. I'm on board. The Four of Pentacles and the King of Cups show that I am still resistant to sharing my feelings with strangers in the world. In fear of being rejected. We reject the creator in fear of being rejected. Hahah. Too funny right?

I had a traumatic upbringing with Christians. They use the Bible like the rule book for life. In the Beginning there was the Word and the Word was God. 

I don't believe this. Well not in the way they do. I believe in the power of words... but words are written by people. I think that when people read the words of others that they really connect with... resonate with... it makes them feel like they are not alone. That someone feels the way they do. It is about connection. Why else would we be here on Earth if is wasn't for the need for human connection?

I have a firm grip on my conscious logical and conscious irrational mind. I know the target and I am setting my aim. Using my will to create something. The girl among the butterflies says that when you work really hard at something... and you want it that badly... and you persist and stand your ground against all obstacles you can reach success. There is a moment when preparation meets opportunity and all the elements collapse in your favor. And you beat the odds. 

Every time I lay cards down I witness the miracle of life. The magic and science of it all. Some would peg me a Magician Fooling them with my slight of hand... others do not and could accept the enormity of what I do. But that's okay. I am not trying to safe the world anymore. I just want create. 

The Six of Cups and the Five of Cups come up. Tarot helps me stop and smell the roses. Tarot helps me see all aspects of my experience clearly. I need to get over the stereotypes and misunderstandings that people have about it.... I need to get over them in order to get rid of them. 

The Page of Wands and the Two of Pentacles. The Gypsy dancer wiggles her hips. She seduces you. The Gypsy Archetype is just what this world needs right now. A chance to be open minded Spiritually. 

The Hermit and Temperance. I am going to have to reach down deep to pull out more creative stuff to help shape myself, my work, and my life. 



The Two of Pentacles comes up again... the Gypsy lady has now turned into a artsy chick looking at herself in the mirror. She is in this space between what she was and what she is becoming. Change is easier when you work towards a new model instead of trying to destroy the old. 

That is the Universe's job what it does with the garbage not yours. Just keep moving forward. 

When you get real in tune with the processes of nature... they can be quite intense. The Hanged Man shows that I have re-birthed into a new person... a new perspective. A new way of being. 

"The Hanged Man trues to possess beauty and truth. Only after he is himself transformed foes he know that you cannot possess them... you must become them."

I'm not looking for Beauty, Love, and Art... I AM Beauty... Love... and Art. 

The Magician comes up to give me the Green Light to create. 

The Four of Cups: "What do you think of someone who keeps looking for what she already is? Yeah, me too."

I get it okay. I get it. 

Three of Pentacles: "A Meeting of the Minds, an entwining of hears, well matched skills... a special magic results from three elements coming together. Great things happen."

This excites me as here is my May Tartoscope!!!! 


AQUARIUS (January 20-February 18) Three of Pentacles: Creativity. Planning. Craftsmanship. Financial opportunity. Professional growth. Profitable hobby. Maintaining goals. Artistic ability. Natural success from talent. Recognition due. Gifted effort. Things come together. Skills. Answering our calling. Niche. Abilities rewarded. Business opportunities. Communicating something powerful. Words make sense. Proving that you mean business. Achievement. Writing flows beautifully. Spiritual growth. Rank improves. Step up to seniority. Climbing the ladder. Power increases. Wise strategy. Crafting the home business. Dependent on self-approval. Designing the perfect setting. Material gain. Getting together with like-minded people. Grounded. Having the know-how to structure a masterpiece. Aware of time.
It’s almost becoming a second skill for you Aquarius, as you continue to separate yourself from complicated attachments and unnecessary situations. With two intense eclipses happening this month, major transitions will be the result, triggered from your house of Home, Security, Friendships, Hopes, and Wishes. Perhaps you’ve discovered a much grander vision of what home is, and you may be ready to explore those options. With Sun, Mercury, Venus, and Mars joining Jupiter in your house of Creativity and Self-Expression, plenty of ideas and tools will be available for you to experiment with – helping you to find a new solution – for a new way. The answer is already inside of your beautiful mind, and you only need to believe it, to figure it all out. Make life happen.

This is exactly where I feel. Even Tom Lescher said, "You have all the ideas Aquarius... but can you make it real?"

Fuck Yes I CAN. 







Three of Cups. This is my focus now. I got my house. I got my family. I got everything I need. But I do desire the company of like minded people in my life. It's party time. 

The Lovers comes up again. Subconsciously I have it set and therefore it is what my future will hold. The Knight of Cups... keep riding the wave. 

Knight of Wands... don't be afraid to follow your Spirit. Your Passions... No regrets. 

The Ace of Swords. Focus. Focus. Focus. 

Ace of Wands... 

I crave something new on a soul level I can feel it. I just need to keep my focus. The Star comes up to remind me of my goal. To shine. To help lead others who resonate to my path. Justice. To help balance where I can. To help... in order to receive. To create abundance in myself and others so we all can enjoy. Because in the end... you reap what you sow. 


The Ace of Pentacles. You guys have no idea how big my life is right now. I have cast nets all over this Universe. Change is so beautiful and so welcomed.

The Seven of Wands. Mars in Leo.

"Have the courage to in the face of difficulty. A prior achievement has put you in a competitive position. Take a stand for what you believe in... Valor grows by daring, fear by holding back- Publilius Syrus"

Victory. Persistence. Gain. Career Success.

My dad has a plaque on his wall that says, “Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan Press On! has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.” 
― Calvin Coolidge

If you only have one thing... and that is persistence... then you will be just fine. Don't give up.

Ace of Swords comes up over the Queens of Pentacles and Cups. This is your focus now. Teach this.




The Solar Plexus, (Like a dumbass I covered the middle one up) The Third Eye: Seeing, and the Crown Chakra. Having the courage to speak your Truth out loud. 

Perspective. Truth. Knowledge. Clarity. 

My Snow Angel comes up to say, "Bitch please you know already." I smirk back at her... I know. The girl in the bottom card clings to her apple. The rewards of hanging onto Hope will continue far into the future. Hope is always linked to the Star card. Hope does not have to be blind. Justice does not have to be blind. Let's all take the blind folds off and see. 

I suppose the Hierophant and the Fairy of the Divine Hand tell me that I can teach people about Addiction. Divine intervention helps us. "Those moments when someone who loves you points out your addictive tendencies, acknowledge their power, and then disengage and find support for living in clear, bright ways that don't leave you feeling drained, and disenchanted." 

I am a pro at addiction. My hero is Dr. Drew. I understand addiction very very well. I can see what makes people die. The tangled mess they get themselves in. Another hero is Chef Ramsey. When you are good at something... You can have the courage to stand up to others who are sick. Whether a divided consciousness... emotional baggage, spiritually deprivation, all these these handicap us when working in the real world. They are so influential to our well being no matter how invisible they may be. 

They are real.

But nothing that cannot be fixed. 

So instead of sweeping these things under the rug or labeling us "bad" or dragging us to church for an exorcism... why don't we just sit down and talk it out?

Person to person. 

This is the mark of the end... and a new beginning. 

And I am really excited to get to some serious work. And everyone will benefit from it. 

*Blessed Be*








Yearly Spread for May





Goodbye April.... Hello May!!!! Last month was quite a doozey for me with the Sun and the Dragonfly Oracle. This month I pulled the Ace of Pentacles and the a Twist in the Tale... something unexpected. A change I did not see coming.

I love surprises. I have a good experience with this card. When my hubby broke his foot we were so scared. Workman's comp was not enough to cover our bills and we were so scared for a couple of days. We tried everything for solutions... we even went to the local public aid to see if we qualified. Which we didn't. Three kids and a husband with a broken foot was so scary. I had pulled this card. Ten minutes later my hubby called me and said workman's comp had taken in consideration all his overtime and was going to compensate for that which was JUST enough to hold us above water.

I trust this card very much. The previous month I have been working on raising my vibration and matching my energy to the life I want. This month... the cards seem to hint that my work will pay off. Looking at the next couple of months with the Knight of Swords (Which is the honorary card for my husband by the way) and then the Nine of Cups, Four of Wands, and so on. It is weird to think that all the changes we have made are going to start paying off.

We are still waiting on hearing from my hubby's job interview... if he gets this job our lives will change drastically. I won't have to worry and stress. The kids will be able to get the things that they deserve and so will we. *Fingers Crossed*

I'm optimistic.

"We can prepare all we like. Practice over and over again... Get to know our territory and understand what is safe and what is not within its boundaries. But no insurance or practice pr prayers could have saved you from this twist of fate. This change is coming from a soul level so remember that it is a great blessing."

If that isn't the Tower card... I don't know what is.

Must be all the Fulgurite I've been working with ;)

I'm not scared of change... in fact I embrace it. I like things fresh. I like things efficient. And I never settle. I'm excited. Bring it on.

*Blessed Be*