The Seven of Wands and the Six of Wands. This Six of Wands is my favorite card in the whole wide world. I feel good. Really good. I feel like I could conquer the world today. But at the same time I am battling feeling defensive and attacked. I have been surrounded by assholes my entire life. I am just waiting to find my people. I am the King of Swords. Very focused. The Ace of Swords comes up with the King of Cups. My recent grip on my emotional realm has served me well and I am in total mental control.
And then the damn Two of Swords comes up. It just never ends... one victory won and another battle is right over the next hill. Good thing I took time out to rest and heal. Otherwise I might not be up for the challenge today. But I feel great.
The Moon and the King of Wands. I suppose the cards are warning me not to feel as if I need to take control and make action... but to just relax into the now and allow whatever wants to emerge from my subconscious to do so. Whether it is good or bad it is coming... whether it is a challenge or a reward it never ends. And why should it? I suppose.
The Lovers card. Union. The End of Separation. It is so fun and so exciting. I'm on board. The Four of Pentacles and the King of Cups show that I am still resistant to sharing my feelings with strangers in the world. In fear of being rejected. We reject the creator in fear of being rejected. Hahah. Too funny right?
I had a traumatic upbringing with Christians. They use the Bible like the rule book for life. In the Beginning there was the Word and the Word was God.
I don't believe this. Well not in the way they do. I believe in the power of words... but words are written by people. I think that when people read the words of others that they really connect with... resonate with... it makes them feel like they are not alone. That someone feels the way they do. It is about connection. Why else would we be here on Earth if is wasn't for the need for human connection?
I have a firm grip on my conscious logical and conscious irrational mind. I know the target and I am setting my aim. Using my will to create something. The girl among the butterflies says that when you work really hard at something... and you want it that badly... and you persist and stand your ground against all obstacles you can reach success. There is a moment when preparation meets opportunity and all the elements collapse in your favor. And you beat the odds.
Every time I lay cards down I witness the miracle of life. The magic and science of it all. Some would peg me a Magician Fooling them with my slight of hand... others do not and could accept the enormity of what I do. But that's okay. I am not trying to safe the world anymore. I just want create.
The Six of Cups and the Five of Cups come up. Tarot helps me stop and smell the roses. Tarot helps me see all aspects of my experience clearly. I need to get over the stereotypes and misunderstandings that people have about it.... I need to get over them in order to get rid of them.
The Page of Wands and the Two of Pentacles. The Gypsy dancer wiggles her hips. She seduces you. The Gypsy Archetype is just what this world needs right now. A chance to be open minded Spiritually.
The Hermit and Temperance. I am going to have to reach down deep to pull out more creative stuff to help shape myself, my work, and my life.
The Two of Pentacles comes up again... the Gypsy lady has now turned into a artsy chick looking at herself in the mirror. She is in this space between what she was and what she is becoming. Change is easier when you work towards a new model instead of trying to destroy the old.
That is the Universe's job what it does with the garbage not yours. Just keep moving forward.
When you get real in tune with the processes of nature... they can be quite intense. The Hanged Man shows that I have re-birthed into a new person... a new perspective. A new way of being.
"The Hanged Man trues to possess beauty and truth. Only after he is himself transformed foes he know that you cannot possess them... you must become them."
I'm not looking for Beauty, Love, and Art... I AM Beauty... Love... and Art.
The Magician comes up to give me the Green Light to create.
The Four of Cups: "What do you think of someone who keeps looking for what she already is? Yeah, me too."
I get it okay. I get it.
Three of Pentacles: "A Meeting of the Minds, an entwining of hears, well matched skills... a special magic results from three elements coming together. Great things happen."
This excites me as here is my May Tartoscope!!!!
AQUARIUS (January 20-February 18) Three of Pentacles: Creativity. Planning. Craftsmanship. Financial opportunity. Professional growth. Profitable hobby. Maintaining goals. Artistic ability. Natural success from talent. Recognition due. Gifted effort. Things come together. Skills. Answering our calling. Niche. Abilities rewarded. Business opportunities. Communicating something powerful. Words make sense. Proving that you mean business. Achievement. Writing flows beautifully. Spiritual growth. Rank improves. Step up to seniority. Climbing the ladder. Power increases. Wise strategy. Crafting the home business. Dependent on self-approval. Designing the perfect setting. Material gain. Getting together with like-minded people. Grounded. Having the know-how to structure a masterpiece. Aware of time.
It’s almost becoming a second skill for you Aquarius, as you continue to separate yourself from complicated attachments and unnecessary situations. With two intense eclipses happening this month, major transitions will be the result, triggered from your house of Home, Security, Friendships, Hopes, and Wishes. Perhaps you’ve discovered a much grander vision of what home is, and you may be ready to explore those options. With Sun, Mercury, Venus, and Mars joining Jupiter in your house of Creativity and Self-Expression, plenty of ideas and tools will be available for you to experiment with – helping you to find a new solution – for a new way. The answer is already inside of your beautiful mind, and you only need to believe it, to figure it all out. Make life happen.
This is exactly where I feel. Even Tom Lescher said, "You have all the ideas Aquarius... but can you make it real?"
Fuck Yes I CAN.
Three of Cups. This is my focus now. I got my house. I got my family. I got everything I need. But I do desire the company of like minded people in my life. It's party time.
The Lovers comes up again. Subconsciously I have it set and therefore it is what my future will hold. The Knight of Cups... keep riding the wave.
Knight of Wands... don't be afraid to follow your Spirit. Your Passions... No regrets.
The Ace of Swords. Focus. Focus. Focus.
Ace of Wands...
I crave something new on a soul level I can feel it. I just need to keep my focus. The Star comes up to remind me of my goal. To shine. To help lead others who resonate to my path. Justice. To help balance where I can. To help... in order to receive. To create abundance in myself and others so we all can enjoy. Because in the end... you reap what you sow.
The Ace of Pentacles. You guys have no idea how big my life is right now. I have cast nets all over this Universe. Change is so beautiful and so welcomed.
The Seven of Wands. Mars in Leo.
"Have the courage to in the face of difficulty. A prior achievement has put you in a competitive position. Take a stand for what you believe in... Valor grows by daring, fear by holding back- Publilius Syrus"
Victory. Persistence. Gain. Career Success.
My dad has a plaque on his wall that says,
“Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan Press On! has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.”
― Calvin Coolidge
If you only have one thing... and that is persistence... then you will be just fine. Don't give up.
Ace of Swords comes up over the Queens of Pentacles and Cups. This is your focus now. Teach this.
The Solar Plexus, (Like a dumbass I covered the middle one up) The Third Eye: Seeing, and the Crown Chakra. Having the courage to speak your Truth out loud.
Perspective. Truth. Knowledge. Clarity.
My Snow Angel comes up to say, "Bitch please you know already." I smirk back at her... I know. The girl in the bottom card clings to her apple. The rewards of hanging onto Hope will continue far into the future. Hope is always linked to the Star card. Hope does not have to be blind. Justice does not have to be blind. Let's all take the blind folds off and see.
I suppose the Hierophant and the Fairy of the Divine Hand tell me that I can teach people about Addiction. Divine intervention helps us. "Those moments when someone who loves you points out your addictive tendencies, acknowledge their power, and then disengage and find support for living in clear, bright ways that don't leave you feeling drained, and disenchanted."
I am a pro at addiction. My hero is Dr. Drew. I understand addiction very very well. I can see what makes people die. The tangled mess they get themselves in. Another hero is Chef Ramsey. When you are good at something... You can have the courage to stand up to others who are sick. Whether a divided consciousness... emotional baggage, spiritually deprivation, all these these handicap us when working in the real world. They are so influential to our well being no matter how invisible they may be.
They are real.
But nothing that cannot be fixed.
So instead of sweeping these things under the rug or labeling us "bad" or dragging us to church for an exorcism... why don't we just sit down and talk it out?
Person to person.
This is the mark of the end... and a new beginning.
And I am really excited to get to some serious work. And everyone will benefit from it.
*Blessed Be*
