Tarot Counselor. I am an Empath and a Visionary. Which is why I am a fortune teller. A psychological doctor of faith... I am a creative madman... Completely absurd and wickedly intelligent. I am the dark maiden who tells dirty jokes and hides your underwear. I am the angel of bullshit. I am the lightening bolt of power.
Moonlight both reveals and conceals. She speaks in dreams of symbolic language. Random events and patterns are falling into place. Things flow easily. Trust the Process.
In my physical environment I am flowing comfortably on the wave... The Wheel spins... We make our own Luck by working on our wholeness.
I am enjoying my abundance. The Ten of Pentacles. I love my house <3 The Queen of Cups... filled with love and ready to share.
The Eight of Pentacles shows that I am not shy to work. I have my to do list as follows:
-Wash Floors
-Finish Laundry
-Dust
-Vacuum
Not the type of work I prefer... but work that needs to be done none the less. Taking a break from the Page of Pentacles and letting that simmer a bit to take care of the house.
You could say I am still in my state of suspension in the Hanged Man... trying to figure out this new world I am in. My guides have been pressing me hard core to produce. See the Green Fairy in the background checking out the work of the student. He stands there and stares at me while I bust my ass working. I wonder what his opinion is of me?
I asked the deck and pulled the Tower. He thinks I am a lose cannon as much as everyone else... but he is pleased that I act willingly on demand. The Nine of Cups shows that there has been some wonderful rewards to the work and I have been very happy.
The Ten of Swords, Ten of Pentacles, and the Queen of Wands show that Doing is so much more rewarding than thinking and worrying... and dreaming for that matter.
The Mother Empress blesses my en devours.
The Eight of Pentacles is my craft... and although I have some masculine of scrubbing floors... I have my feminine outlet of work through the Tarot.
The Devil and the Hierophant. I work very very hard to fight the battle against ignorance.
There is no Darkness... only Ignorance ~ William Shakespeare
I am pretty focused on this as my main mission statement. I guess I am gifted this craft of reading cards for a reason... to show people that it is nothing to be afraid of. Well... only of themselves...
The King of Wands and the Ten of Wands is grounded into reality with the Four of Wands. The Chariot.
The Ten of Wands from the Mary-El Tarot looks a lot like the Chariot in imagery:
"Wheels within Wheels. The Ten of Wands is the Wheel of Fire! Creative and destructive... this is the courageous heart of the lion in the center."
This card just reinforces the Wheel of Fortunes at the bottom. I love the Judgement card from the Fey Tarot... the girl is exhausted and almost falling asleep working as the invisible faeries urge her to keep working.
The drive is killing me... but they just won't let up... no pain... no gain.
The Ace of Cups... this is what I am heading for. The Holy Grail. The entire realm of Water. Emotions. There is so much power in emotions. Feelings can be felt. Literally.
Two Five of Wands sandwich the center of the reading. To the left is the conflict. Competition. Strife. To the Right we transform this card to working together. Teamwork.
For now... I am going to lay low and clean my house. Nine of Pentacles. Burn some sage and open the windows and get the air flowing.
The Six of Swords... healing... moving on.
The Page of Swords offers me advice... Find your innocence and take a break to enjoy your blessings.
Two Seven of Pentacles comes up in the outcome. In the one card the gnome puffs his pipe as he sits on the roots of his tree. In the other card the woman returns home with her bags full of goodies.
This is awesome. I am very happy. The Chariot and the Ten of Cups. I feel so blessed. To have such an amazing career. Fun and inspiring. And then have my wonderful home and family to boot.
I did it. My life is perfect. Co-created with the Divine. Thank you for never giving up on me. You relentless illusion you.
The Seven of Wands and the Six of Wands. This Six of Wands is my favorite card in the whole wide world. I feel good. Really good. I feel like I could conquer the world today. But at the same time I am battling feeling defensive and attacked. I have been surrounded by assholes my entire life. I am just waiting to find my people. I am the King of Swords. Very focused. The Ace of Swords comes up with the King of Cups. My recent grip on my emotional realm has served me well and I am in total mental control.
And then the damn Two of Swords comes up. It just never ends... one victory won and another battle is right over the next hill. Good thing I took time out to rest and heal. Otherwise I might not be up for the challenge today. But I feel great.
The Moon and the King of Wands. I suppose the cards are warning me not to feel as if I need to take control and make action... but to just relax into the now and allow whatever wants to emerge from my subconscious to do so. Whether it is good or bad it is coming... whether it is a challenge or a reward it never ends. And why should it? I suppose.
The Lovers card. Union. The End of Separation. It is so fun and so exciting. I'm on board. The Four of Pentacles and the King of Cups show that I am still resistant to sharing my feelings with strangers in the world. In fear of being rejected. We reject the creator in fear of being rejected. Hahah. Too funny right?
I had a traumatic upbringing with Christians. They use the Bible like the rule book for life. In the Beginning there was the Word and the Word was God.
I don't believe this. Well not in the way they do. I believe in the power of words... but words are written by people. I think that when people read the words of others that they really connect with... resonate with... it makes them feel like they are not alone. That someone feels the way they do. It is about connection. Why else would we be here on Earth if is wasn't for the need for human connection?
I have a firm grip on my conscious logical and conscious irrational mind. I know the target and I am setting my aim. Using my will to create something. The girl among the butterflies says that when you work really hard at something... and you want it that badly... and you persist and stand your ground against all obstacles you can reach success. There is a moment when preparation meets opportunity and all the elements collapse in your favor. And you beat the odds.
Every time I lay cards down I witness the miracle of life. The magic and science of it all. Some would peg me a Magician Fooling them with my slight of hand... others do not and could accept the enormity of what I do. But that's okay. I am not trying to safe the world anymore. I just want create.
The Six of Cups and the Five of Cups come up. Tarot helps me stop and smell the roses. Tarot helps me see all aspects of my experience clearly. I need to get over the stereotypes and misunderstandings that people have about it.... I need to get over them in order to get rid of them.
The Page of Wands and the Two of Pentacles. The Gypsy dancer wiggles her hips. She seduces you. The Gypsy Archetype is just what this world needs right now. A chance to be open minded Spiritually.
The Hermit and Temperance. I am going to have to reach down deep to pull out more creative stuff to help shape myself, my work, and my life.
The Two of Pentacles comes up again... the Gypsy lady has now turned into a artsy chick looking at herself in the mirror. She is in this space between what she was and what she is becoming. Change is easier when you work towards a new model instead of trying to destroy the old.
That is the Universe's job what it does with the garbage not yours. Just keep moving forward.
When you get real in tune with the processes of nature... they can be quite intense. The Hanged Man shows that I have re-birthed into a new person... a new perspective. A new way of being.
"The Hanged Man trues to possess beauty and truth. Only after he is himself transformed foes he know that you cannot possess them... you must become them."
I'm not looking for Beauty, Love, and Art... I AM Beauty... Love... and Art.
The Magician comes up to give me the Green Light to create.
The Four of Cups: "What do you think of someone who keeps looking for what she already is? Yeah, me too."
I get it okay. I get it.
Three of Pentacles: "A Meeting of the Minds, an entwining of hears, well matched skills... a special magic results from three elements coming together. Great things happen."
AQUARIUS (January 20-February 18) Three of Pentacles: Creativity. Planning. Craftsmanship. Financial opportunity. Professional growth. Profitable hobby. Maintaining goals. Artistic ability. Natural success from talent. Recognition due. Gifted effort. Things come together. Skills. Answering our calling. Niche. Abilities rewarded. Business opportunities. Communicating something powerful. Words make sense. Proving that you mean business. Achievement. Writing flows beautifully. Spiritual growth. Rank improves. Step up to seniority. Climbing the ladder. Power increases. Wise strategy. Crafting the home business. Dependent on self-approval. Designing the perfect setting. Material gain. Getting together with like-minded people. Grounded. Having the know-how to structure a masterpiece. Aware of time.
It’s almost becoming a second skill for you Aquarius, as you continue to separate yourself from complicated attachments and unnecessary situations. With two intense eclipses happening this month, major transitions will be the result, triggered from your house of Home, Security, Friendships, Hopes, and Wishes. Perhaps you’ve discovered a much grander vision of what home is, and you may be ready to explore those options. With Sun, Mercury, Venus, and Mars joining Jupiter in your house of Creativity and Self-Expression, plenty of ideas and tools will be available for you to experiment with – helping you to find a new solution – for a new way. The answer is already inside of your beautiful mind, and you only need to believe it, to figure it all out. Make life happen.
This is exactly where I feel. Even Tom Lescher said, "You have all the ideas Aquarius... but can you make it real?"
Fuck Yes I CAN.
Three of Cups. This is my focus now. I got my house. I got my family. I got everything I need. But I do desire the company of like minded people in my life. It's party time.
The Lovers comes up again. Subconsciously I have it set and therefore it is what my future will hold. The Knight of Cups... keep riding the wave.
Knight of Wands... don't be afraid to follow your Spirit. Your Passions... No regrets.
The Ace of Swords. Focus. Focus. Focus.
Ace of Wands...
I crave something new on a soul level I can feel it. I just need to keep my focus. The Star comes up to remind me of my goal. To shine. To help lead others who resonate to my path. Justice. To help balance where I can. To help... in order to receive. To create abundance in myself and others so we all can enjoy. Because in the end... you reap what you sow.
The Ace of Pentacles. You guys have no idea how big my life is right now. I have cast nets all over this Universe. Change is so beautiful and so welcomed.
The Seven of Wands. Mars in Leo.
"Have the courage to in the face of difficulty. A prior achievement has put you in a competitive position. Take a stand for what you believe in... Valor grows by daring, fear by holding back- Publilius Syrus"
Victory. Persistence. Gain. Career Success.
My dad has a plaque on his wall that says, “Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan Press On! has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.” ― Calvin Coolidge
If you only have one thing... and that is persistence... then you will be just fine. Don't give up.
Ace of Swords comes up over the Queens of Pentacles and Cups. This is your focus now. Teach this.
The Solar Plexus, (Like a dumbass I covered the middle one up) The Third Eye: Seeing, and the Crown Chakra. Having the courage to speak your Truth out loud.
Perspective. Truth. Knowledge. Clarity.
My Snow Angel comes up to say, "Bitch please you know already." I smirk back at her... I know. The girl in the bottom card clings to her apple. The rewards of hanging onto Hope will continue far into the future. Hope is always linked to the Star card. Hope does not have to be blind. Justice does not have to be blind. Let's all take the blind folds off and see.
I suppose the Hierophant and the Fairy of the Divine Hand tell me that I can teach people about Addiction. Divine intervention helps us. "Those moments when someone who loves you points out your addictive tendencies, acknowledge their power, and then disengage and find support for living in clear, bright ways that don't leave you feeling drained, and disenchanted."
I am a pro at addiction. My hero is Dr. Drew. I understand addiction very very well. I can see what makes people die. The tangled mess they get themselves in. Another hero is Chef Ramsey. When you are good at something... You can have the courage to stand up to others who are sick. Whether a divided consciousness... emotional baggage, spiritually deprivation, all these these handicap us when working in the real world. They are so influential to our well being no matter how invisible they may be.
They are real.
But nothing that cannot be fixed.
So instead of sweeping these things under the rug or labeling us "bad" or dragging us to church for an exorcism... why don't we just sit down and talk it out?
Person to person.
This is the mark of the end... and a new beginning.
And I am really excited to get to some serious work. And everyone will benefit from it.
Goodbye April.... Hello May!!!! Last month was quite a doozey for me with the Sun and the Dragonfly Oracle. This month I pulled the Ace of Pentacles and the a Twist in the Tale... something unexpected. A change I did not see coming.
I love surprises. I have a good experience with this card. When my hubby broke his foot we were so scared. Workman's comp was not enough to cover our bills and we were so scared for a couple of days. We tried everything for solutions... we even went to the local public aid to see if we qualified. Which we didn't. Three kids and a husband with a broken foot was so scary. I had pulled this card. Ten minutes later my hubby called me and said workman's comp had taken in consideration all his overtime and was going to compensate for that which was JUST enough to hold us above water.
I trust this card very much. The previous month I have been working on raising my vibration and matching my energy to the life I want. This month... the cards seem to hint that my work will pay off. Looking at the next couple of months with the Knight of Swords (Which is the honorary card for my husband by the way) and then the Nine of Cups, Four of Wands, and so on. It is weird to think that all the changes we have made are going to start paying off.
We are still waiting on hearing from my hubby's job interview... if he gets this job our lives will change drastically. I won't have to worry and stress. The kids will be able to get the things that they deserve and so will we. *Fingers Crossed*
I'm optimistic.
"We can prepare all we like. Practice over and over again... Get to know our territory and understand what is safe and what is not within its boundaries. But no insurance or practice pr prayers could have saved you from this twist of fate. This change is coming from a soul level so remember that it is a great blessing."
If that isn't the Tower card... I don't know what is.
Must be all the Fulgurite I've been working with ;)
I'm not scared of change... in fact I embrace it. I like things fresh. I like things efficient. And I never settle. I'm excited. Bring it on.
Cuprite's appearance in your cards is signaling you to invoke the power of the female aspect of your nature. The answers that you seek lie within your own deepest self.
Make the time to find them by moving inward through meditation and solitude. Open yourself to the mysteries of the universe, and to the void where all potential exists.
The appearance of this ally is signaling a "Moon time", a time of retreat and seclusion, from which you will gain the insight and strength you need to move forward on your journey. It is time to trust the unseen forces that are at work in your life.
By moving within, you encourage your inner self to speak and to share with you the secrets of your hidden path.
Mystically it is used to recall and examine past life experiences. It has been historically said to help heal one's relationship with their father.Cuprite is used to discourage worry, especially those worries which we have little or no control over. It allows one to understand that worry is essentially a waste of energy
Chakras: Earthstar and Root chakra Affirmation: I am the source of creation.
It is very challenging for me to write today's spread for some reason. Well I know why, I really just want to blow off work and just vedge around the house. But I made a commitment to myself and I good to my word. I have mastered my passions and now know that I am suppose to communicate myself. Although... I feel I don't want to at the same time.
So I am just doing it. So I stop worrying about it.
I made a commitment in the Page of Pentacles and I need to show up.
I can't hide under the table like this guy in this Ten of Pentacles. I had such a beautiful night last night. My hubby made a fire and we sat and watched the kids run around with the dog in the yard. It was bliss. A huge part of me wants to stay selfish and just live my Hermit life and forget about everyone else... pretend that it doesn't matter.
But the Truth is I can make a difference. And if I don't even try it goes against everything I believe in. It would be a slap in the face to the Universe for everything I have been gifted.
The strong hand of fate has blew into my life. The Five of Cups is about me trusting in the possibilities of the opportunities I cannot see. I am so small. But I have friends everywhere.
My mind has given way to a new reality with the Ten of Swords and the Ace of Swords. It is like a whole new world. I have a friend who survived a wicked car accident. When she awoke she said that the world looked so different. She exclaimed, "I have been alive for 40 years I know what the color of grass looked liked... and the sky..."
She now sees with new eyes. Did the world really change? Did it change with her? The only thing we can be certain of is she did.
The Four of Cups and the Start point to what I have been thinking about. I've been thinking about the future. A lot. Really trying to figure out what it is I really want. I suppose I could sell myself out as a fortune teller and read for chips the rest of my life. That would suffice. But no I want something bigger.
The Four of Pentacles and the Ten of Pentacles comes up. I don't want to have to settle. I don't care how long it takes. The Knight of Pentacles... with The Sun, Mars, and Venus in Taurus. We will fight for what we love. And Taurus is persistent.
Do I feel like a Fool? Yes... yes I do. But I suppose everyone who has ever done anything worth doing has to stretch outside their comfort zone and be willing to risk looking stupid... and failing... or being wrong. At least we are doing something. At least we are creating.
I really like this Seven of Cups... the dead woman sits beside a pond and gazes at her reflection. What will comes of me now? Now that I have been stripped of all that I am? I suppose now I am so bare... that now I can become anything...
The Five of Wands comes up... Which so happens to be my daily card on my blog here (I peeked). Remember Fives are about love. It is about that Fifth element. After the stability of the Four a fifth element gets thrown in and causes a reaction. Not good not bad... but surprising. It is when life force... vital energy is added.
"Oxygen is simply an earthly element. However, within this earthly
element of oxygen is contained the Aether. And it is this Spiritual Essence of Aether, contained within the physical element of oxygen, which gives us life and enables us to function and interact here in the material realm. With each breath we take, we are inhaling both oxygen and Aether.
I have been marathoning Ramsey's Hell's Kitchen on Netflix. He refers to the room when the flow of all the planes of Spirit, Mind, Heart, Body, and Aether all are working together in harmony the "buzz".
It is that "buzz" that he strives for. That is when we know things are working. That we are in the flow and everything around us is communicating with us.
The Death card comes up again to remind me that I did just go through an intense Death process and that I have to be gentle with myself. And allow myself to heal in the ways I need to in my own time.
The Six of Wands reminds me that the concept of success is ego created trap. Even when we do encounter such feelings of "success" they are short lived. And new desires emerge. And it starts all over again. Success is not something we get it is about pride we have in ourselves. What do you have to be proud of?
I have an awful lot to be proud of. I am happy and complete now. But I must still continue to help other people... because it is my duty as a human. Not because I want success.
The Ace of Pentacles above is so beautiful. I love the colors of this deck. They have a very earthly surreal look to them. Muddy and desperate. But this deck is a wonderful ally when wanting to understand your emotions more. And the dramas that arise from them.
The Six of Cups from this deck shows a little girl reaching out to a bear. I am not trying to shove myself down anyone's throats... yet I am not intimidated by anyone either. You are welcome to be my friend.
The Booklet reads, "Stepping outside the confines of social structure, we can find ways to connect with others. These others may be ones we normally overlook. The ways we connect certainly do surprise us."
I have a friend in New York that texts me good morning everyday. I have a best friend in Canada and we are always there for each other. I have met the most amazing people on this Tarot journey of mine. And I am so excited to watch it grow even more.
The Emperor. Geez. Healing the Father. I just underwent a major overhaul on my feminine energies and right back to dad to balance it out. The Knight of Cups... The Wave. The Movement. The Love. Neptune in Pisces is doing its work on me.
I have found the cure for my divided mind. You know they say that when students study psychology they think they have everything in the book. This is true... because I think a real good doctor understands what people go through. It creates resonance and empathy. We are experienced. I think of Dr. Drew my hero. OMG I LOVE THAT MAN SO MUCH. I want to eat him.
I am in the flow... the Six of Pentacles... that you get what you give... only if you are willing to receive. And baby... I'm ready to receive. Big time. Because I have done the work. In the Six of Wands. I won.
The Queen of Swords. I see clearly. The Knight of Swords shows that I now know how to wield that power. The Ace of Swords. The power of the mind. It is beautiful... and amazing. Magical and exciting. Tarot really did teach me a lot about how my brain works. How my entire body works.
The Chariot. I wonder what it is that will be created from this. It is just so much bigger than us. We are just pawns. Well... I know I am not a pawn... then I very well must be a Knight.
"The knight is the most unique chess piece you have! Not only does it usually resemble a horse, it is the only chess piece that can jump over another chess piece or pieces according to chess rules. The knight's move is rather different. Think of the move as "L" shaped - two squares either forward, backward, left, or right and then left or right one square. This special feature, being able to jump, can make the knight a very useful chess piece early in the game."
Being able to JUMP can make someone very useful in a game a chess.
I suppose you could say that Knights DEFY the laws of the game.
Although I feel stuck right now.. in the Two of Swords... I cannot see what those opportunities are... I know they are there. I just need to JUMP (The Fool) and trust (The Empress).
The Chariot holds the reigns of the Emperor and the Empress. Conscious masculine and the conscious feminine. We are in control. We are steering the ship. We can choose whether or not to keep the course... that right there is free will.
The Three of Pentacles comes up. It is about my life's work. It is not just the daily grind. It is my passion made manifest. Mind Body and Spirit. Not just working for the money. The Four of Pentacles again showing that I am about to receive in a very big way. All because of the work I have done this month with the Sun card. The Sun is the center of the Universe and it is reflected in my soul.
The Five of Cups comes up. Tarot is hitting me hard with these Fives. Remember!!! Fives are about love!!! There is opportunity lying within the rumble of the Tower and Death. New growth is sprouting from the ruin.
The Tower!!! Oh woah is me... the Tower. I love this card. I have such a deep understanding of the Universe that this card always want I want in my life. Excitement!!! Change.
CHANGE IS GREAT!!!!
Embrace it!!!
I drew up the Tower again over the Five of Cups. Driving home its point. That any catastrophe on the outside is only going to drive us inward. To find our security inside ourselves. Because the Truth is THERE IS NO SECURITY. It does not exist.
*Bam*
How do you like them apples?
It is tough for the ego to chew. Especially when our entire external world does nothing but try to provide us with a false sense of security. Some are defined by clothes, some by their car, their job, their stocks, their retirement, flipping the tassels on their floor rug in the living room at 2 am in the morning.
To each their own. They are all desperate attempts to find some sort of feeling of safety. These behaviors, these patterns, these constructs we build for ourselves can sometimes turn on us. When we begin to grow beyond their comfort. They then start to stunt our growth.
Everyone is all so afraid of Tarot. I am beyond trying to defend myself. I have come to the comfortable conclusion that I will not punish myself for other people's stupidity. I will not censor or suppress myself for your delicate sensibilities. I am happy. I got that way from these 78 cards. It was my way. So it may not be your way... but you are not me.
The Devil.
I read a WatchTower magazine one time. It had the Tower, the Devil, and Death on there and it said how they were the Devil doings. Let's let the Devil speak for himself.
The Hierophant. The Devil is sad that religion has made him look like the bad guy. Pagan are the only ones that understand him. He knows his image changes over the civilizations that have come and gone and he had his place in each of them. But he wishes that people will get over it all already and start using him to create wonderful things instead of being scared of him... and living in destitution.
Then the religions put the blame on him!!! He works with desire... he does not tell you WHAT to desire. That's all you. If you feel it isn't like it is something outside of yourself controlling you... wake up... it is still you... you chose to divide your consciousness from that aspect of yourself and until you own it... it will never release its grip on you.
Since the Devil is the master shapeshifter I figured we would pull an Oracle card on him.
Albino Alligator:
"At this time you are more vulnerable than ever before. You are as a child, a babe, and you are so fragile. I say this not to alarm you, or to instill in you a belief in weakness, for you will grow strong in time. But for now, I will protect you. Perhaps she is a result of shifting DNA and genes.
Like a newborn babe who is fresh from the sea of the womb to the world of breathe and air we feel overwhelmed from re-birthing ourselves. We need mentors to assist us in moving into a world we suddenly can hear and feel without becoming overwhelmed or rushing back to a familiar less sensitive state, because it seems falsely safe.
We need guidance, protection, and companionship from those whose senses are refined, honed and blade-sharp- and who are fearless in their use!!!
This card signifies fierce protection surrounding you. It says... have no fear"
When we have the protection of the invisible world... nothing in the physical world can touch us. There is nothing to fear... but fear itself.
Venus, Mars and the Sun gather in Taurus right now. These are very very powerful planets. Taurus is about the things we "have".
Taurus is sensual, patient, and persistent. They stop and smell the roses... they live in the present moment in the Six of Cups...
They love decadence and things that I call "pretties"... my pretties... I love them all. It is about appreciation...
With these planets in Taurus expect to fight for what you love. Although Mars does bring some aggressiveness to the equation... Venus makes a smoothing motion as the Sun brings the light.
Pluto is working with Mars to dig it all up...
Neptune brings a bit of dreaminess to it all.
I always think that the 60's must have felt just like this. The last time Neptune was in Pisces.
Remember, with Neptune in Pisces nothing is quite as it seems.....
Dream Time in Real Time.
"When large groups of individuals have a strong desire to experience that which will help them rise above the mundane day to day challenges, who have been exposed to a radical shifting of life priorities, and which they did not sign up for, leaders and teachers manifest out of the collective, and become those whom the masses project their hopes, ideals, and wishes upon, for they appear to 'know' the way. The 60's were no exception.
1960's Counterculture Movement
Radical counterculture thinkers stepped forward to lead the way to freedom, such as Ram Dass, Timothy Leary, Allen Ginsberg and Women's Liberation Leader, Betty Friedan. Bob Dylan and Joan Baez sang their anti-war music and the Beatles assuring us, All You Need is Love."
I guess Jupiter being in Gemini and expanding us. Making us more adaptable. We are curious... looking for new logical ideas.
Mercury and Uranus are still in Aries in the house of friendships. I think now that we have spent our learning time alone... it is safe to come out of our shell a little.
The Moon in the Capricorn in the 8th house of reincarnation trines Venus, squares Uranus, in conjunction to Pluto.
"I use the process of Death to as an aid to my own self mastery."
I have taken a break, cleared some space, and now I am re-born with a great idea... There is a loop in every hole.
Six of Cups... the Universe has taught me to delve deeply into the present moment. Love. Union. Melding my spiritual and physical life. I have the perfect little happy family and a beautiful home to start my life at. Gifts from the Heaven.
I have clarity... and I am no longer afraid to express myself. I will continue to be aggressive with my ideas and my spirituality. Simply because it makes me happy.
I have the rest of my life to create fun stuff to work on. The Eight of Pentacles. I can be as picky and precise about it as I want. Because it is my life. Meticulous... refining every detail.
The Four of Wands shows how my spirituality is able to be grounded into reality. A benchmark. A celebration is called for. Today is my Middle Daughters Birthday... she is THREE BIG GIRL TODAY!!!
I bought a bubble machine and some Smore makings. We will celebrate it around the Fire tonight with Bubbles...
It is a celebration all around for our family tonight.
Subconsciously I am heading to better ground now. Focused... aware. Grounded. I am on my way... on the path. I am a Tarot reader... this is my life. The Five of Wands comes up. Most of my decsks show this card as competition and fighting. Spiritual Warefare... but Fives are about love remember?
I don't very care much what people think about me anymore. I have pretty much everything I want. No one can take it away from me. Sometimes preparation meets opportunity. When all the work that has been done is set up all around... then one simple gesture and it all falls into place.
The Queen and Four of Pentacles show the solidity of the work I have done... inside and out. All I need to do is keep focus on the Ten of Pentacles and nurture my Subconscious with the Moon... and feel what I want into existence with every choice I make. Because now... I am a master at my own emotions. The tides are nothing to be afriad of but worked with. I draw wisdom from my emotions. I can teach from my experiences.
Peace of mind is always a great accomplishment. I always say... Tarot is for Clarity in Moments of Confusion. I have a solid structure to which to build. I am in touch with the source from which to create. I understand the ins and outs of the Universe. Again... the King of Cups comes up to say... you finally got that handle you where searching for.
Funny my monthly spread had the Sun for this month... and it sure wasn't messing around. This has been a POWERFUL month for me.
I am more confident, independent... I have found my own authority and have owned all my power. It took the power of my mind, the Tower and the Hanged Man to get me through it.
I asked for help from the Universe and I got what I needed in return. It was shocking and catastrophic but I accepted the change from a surrendered position. Now I have a new persepective on things.
Death... the World. It killed me... but it is a small price to pay for the World.
The Queen of Cups. Now I am free to be the loving mother I always wanted to be. Ten of Swords. I am no longer scared. It is done.
Six of Swords... from Death comes re-birth... a new world is on the horizon.
The Knight of Swords... now the mental plane is able to flow interrupted by a divided mind... but whole and turned on.
The Five of Pentacles comes up... The image looks so bleak and miserable. But Fives are of Love!!! Love of the material world. Love of the Earth. Love of Money. Just to drive my point home I drew another card over it...
JUSTICE.
Perfect. No other card in all these decks... all 78 card per deck couldn't have delivered a more direct message. Balance. It is all about balance.
