Life has been good hasn't it? Look at all these Cup cards in the passing. Moving into this new house has been just a blessing.
I mean, LOOK at these faces~!
Love love love. Happy home. So of course it came as a shock to me when I see the 4 of Cups in my head and the Five of Swords covering me! As always, the Tarot knows. I have this little light in me to get going with my cards and create. I want this firm foundation with the Ten of Pentacles. Its all about work. Yes I feel a little defeated. Yes I feel a little disheartened about it all. I need to make some changes in that area. The Lovers card says... Love is a choice. I it possible to be afraid of too much goodness? Yes... believe it or not. I love the Six of Wands. I love this card. Funny I pulled the 8 of Pentacles for the end. I casted this spread this morning and since then I had to do an email reading.
There is so much information here in this one spread. Usually I cast spreads to look at what my energy looks like, or to get a better picture of an issue... or even to route possibilities and see the outcomes to help make decisions. Sometimes I just like to shuffle and look at them. I love Tarot so much sometimes I just look at the decks... in their boxes... I just stare at them. But then I wonder... why the hell did I ever come across these things!!! Love is quite strange. Love can consume you like a heroin addict and ensnare you. That's when it becomes an addiction. But where is the line? What makes the difference. Im starting to think it is a matter of give and take. If someone in the relationship is not in balance is what makes the difference. As of late, I feel like the Tarot has not been giving back. What am I suppose to do with this? Okay I can read cards. Now what. I suppose I could spend the rest of my life playing with these for my own amusement and betterment and be happy. But that's not it. Not sure what it is just yet thought.
I will ask my Shapeshifter deck. What do you have to say about what is coming up?
Lost Magick, Atonement, Re-Balance.
"It is, I say, time to be softer, to say sorry. To acknowledge unfortunate words and harsh behavior and apologise-and then forgive yourself. Something sad has happened, the landscape around you is bereft, empty. It is sad, and you feel lonely and somehow like the world is a void. The harvest has come and gone, and it feels you have been left with nothing- and someone has been hurt. You do feel very sad, and like you have been most unjustly treated. It is time to plant new seeds in this abandoned and lonely landscape. There will be new growth. All will be well again. But it may take an acknowledgement on your part in this sad tale to understand fully how to bring life back to richness and beauty"
Damn.
Dont you JUST HATE CARDS SOMETIMES. Man the Truth hurts. The cards just bitch slapped me in the face. Say your sorry!!! Its not me its you!!! Okay okay okay fine. I do feel unjustly treated. You have no idea how much I have given in order to learn how to read these cards... but I forget how much I've gained. I just always want more... see I am just being ungrateful. I feel like Ralph Macchio and I do not understand what I am being taught. I am just pissed off and frustrated.
Blah. Friggin cards. Okay then. If that is the case, what am I missing? What do I not see?
Poseidon's Daughter: You have been given everything you need.
"You will be healed, when you finally fully embrace all that you are. For then, beautiful one, you will be in your true form, and have many abilities. You will be whole."
This card speaks of our own ability to hear, speak and communicate over vast distances and how we can understand the most complex matters... and when we sing our song, the notes that resonate with us, all that is naturally ours is drawn to us and all that does not belong drops away forever.
From my Chakra deck I got these
Heart Chakra
Solar Plexus Chakra
Well if this message wasn't any clearer.... Love is a choice. Just like the Lovers card I drew in my Celtic Cross spread. I do Hope and Fear for this. There are no words to describe how much this pings with me. I need to stop pussy footing around. I need to choose to focus on what I love and want and be done with it. I have both the passion and the power... and it's is my choice alone if I will fulfill my heart's desire.
You could take this as deeply as you want. Issues of feeling deserving. Injuries to the Solar Plexus that caused loss of power... but in the end... there is always a choice.
And for no reason I pulled some cards from my Lenormand. Tree~Lilies~Mountain~Fish~Flowers
The Tree shows me how we have taken root with our family. Security in life. Lilies-Family... blooming buds. We have rooted and now we are blooming. Stupid mountain has to put itself right in between all of that and the Fish. Fish is about money. Story of my life. I swear everytime I pull cards from this deck it seems so debbie downer. But it seems like this blockage is smack dab between my home and fmaily life and my prosperity and happiness.
What is this blockage? I will ask my Ancestral Path Tarot. I will draw three. What is the blockage? What can I do to move through it? Why is it there and what can I learn from this?
Of course. The Magician. You've created the family, the home... what makes you think you cant create the abundance!!!
Three of Swords: Sorrow of seperation. A temporary seperation to mature or gain perspective. Weaning from a deep attachment or addictive dependency. The releasing of expectations about other people; letting others make their own way in the world.
I suppose this blockage is a blessing in disguise... This is true though... a seperation to gain perspective and maturity.
Nine of Cups: Community celebration; public events; fellowship/sistership; joining a group opf people who share similar interests and/or values.
Promise ; P
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